had you ever felt like you're alone and lonely even when you're in the middle of a crazy party? felt like nobody understands or even care about what you are trying to say or what you feel? that even if you try everything just to smile or make your heart beat just a notch louder just to feel you're alive, it seems that a dark cloud permanently hangs over your head?
yes i do. and i had it more frequent especially in the past months.
maybe the three years of pressure, loneliness, homesickness and being away from my loved ones is already taking its toll. i dont know how long i can be able to live with this condition. until when i can be able to hang on and go for another extra mile or two?
i dont know.
maybe as long as the fire is burning. as long as my body still feels the warmth. maybe........
the season is getting colder. snow will start to fall soon.
is the fire strong enough to keep me warm?
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